It’s been so long since I posted here and felt that some sort of update was in store. I’ve been on short term disability (STD) since January 1st. I must be on STD for six months straight in order to move to long term disability (LTD). My workplace has been wonderfully supportive and has great benefits to aid in this process. All benefits remained in place during this time. Not working has been a real blessing in terms lowering stress levels and helping with rest. While being a tough decision, it was clearly the right decision. I walked away from a lifelong career of teaching that was very rewarding and was what I was made to do. Long term disability starts July 1 at which time I will officially be separated from my employer and will receive paychecks from the LTD insurance company and benefits through COBRA. I will continue to engage in some consulting work to supplement my income.
In the midst of the work transitions, a 7th joint surgery occurred a couple of weeks back. This was on my left shoulder and was basically a repeat of the surgery done on my right shoulder in January. The AC joint was damaged by RA to the point where there was no cartilage and bone was rubbing on bone. The surgeon cut off the end of the collar bone and shaved the shoulder bone to clean up bone spurs. The rotator cuff was in good shape on the left shoulder unlike the right side. Arthroscopic surgery is the way to go as the healing goes much quicker and pain is much less. The shoulder remains quite stiff and I can’t use it much for the next couple of months. However, the right shoulder is causing me more discomfort and that is because the surgeon repaired the rotator cuff which takes a long time to heal.
I haven’t been on any RA treatments since last December. I’ve run the gamut of most available RA treatments and it’s evident that they either haven’t worked or the side effects including migraines, GI issues, and infections were unbearable for me. I can say that not taking meds allowed me to avoid fighting the side effects – this has been pleasant. But the RA disease process has picked up during this period. Joint swelling, pain, and fatigue are on the rise and I know that this can bring more damage from the RA processes. I see my rheumatologist next week and we’ll develop a plan for the future.
In the midst of the craziness, we are moving from Seattle to San Luis Obispo County, CA this summer. This decision was primarily based on our desire to help some friends start a new church in the city of San Luis Obispo near Cal Poly State University. One of our Associate Pastors at our home church in Seattle will be leading the church and there is a team of people going along to help. The new church is called Vista Church. Some people wonder why we would do such a move but this is how churches get started – they are planted by people. Not only will we be able to help with the new church, but the move to the Central California coast will allow me to enjoy sunny and warmer weather and hopefully this will make my body feel better. Our house already sold in a couple of days (the market is nuts in Seattle) and we are currently looking for a house in Cali.
Transitions are a part of life. It’s much easier to sit back in your cozy chair and avoid changes. But getting on the roller coaster and enjoying the ride instead of fighting it makes the journey much more enjoyable. I’ve learned to trust that God will take care of you no matter what transitions life brings.